"But I tried, didn’t I? Goddamnit, at least I did that."
Ken Kesey, One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest  (via feellng)

Preach

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"What’s terrible is to pretend that second-rate is first-rate. To pretend that you don’t need love when you do; or you like your work when you know quite well you’re capable of better."
Doris Lessing, The Golden Notebook (via feellng)
sigh :(

sigh :(

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It makes me wnna kill myself for missing you so bad and i cant even do anything about it. ugh 💔

Sana maging maayos pa lahat. Sana maibalik pa lahat sa dati.

"I wanted to say goodbye to someone, and have someone say goodbye to me. The goodbyes we speak and the goodbyes we hear are the goodbyes that tell us we´re still alive."
Stephen King, Wolves of the Calla (via feellng)
kushandwizdom:

Teen quotes
"Nobody looks good in their darkest hour. But it’s those hours that make us what we are. We stand strong, or we cower. We emerge victorious, tempered by our trails, or fracture by a permanent, damning fault line."
Karen Marie Moning (via feellng)

August 16th

Ang hirap pala, buong araw kong pinipilit sa sarili ko na okay na ko, na masaya na ko. Buong araw ko sinasanay sarili ko na maging masaya, kaso iba na pala talaga no? yung gigising ka sa umaga na wala nang mga messages ba bubuo ng araw mo, yung umaga palang mapapangiti ka na, yung buong araw ka excited na magising sya para makapag usap na kayo ulit, yung tawanan, yung asaran, yung manonood ng movie, yung sasabihin mo saknya paulit ulit kung gaano mo sya kamahal, na gusto mo sayo lang sya. Yung wala na talaga lahat hanggang sa pagtulog mo, yung pakiramdam na hinahanap hanap mo lahat at the end of the day. Yung maiisip mo na mag isa ka nalang ngyon, wala na talaga lahat. Sana pwede ibalik sa unang araw. Yung bago pa lahat yung hindi pa namin nasasaktan yung isat isa. Sana makaya ko ulit maging masaya, sana sya nalang ulit yung maging dahilan kung bakit ako magiging masaya.

Ang hirap hirap. Pero kinakaya naman, matatapos rin to.